Opening up about her relationship with Hugh Hefner, former Playboy bunny Holly Madison confessed that life in the mansion wasn't like she wished it to be.
While recalling the way the 35-year-old was treated by American adult magazine publisher, she said that she learned her then boyfriend was a manipulator and that he pitted his girlfriends against one another, reported E! Online.
'The Girls Next Door' star, who moved into the mansion in 2001, now regrets her decision when she thinks about the competitive environment in the mansion, where girlfriends played politics to become Hefner's number one girlfriend.
The American model, who became the playboy's main girlfriend in 2002, decided to leave him in 2008 when he accused her of cheating and later bribed her pay 3,000,000 Dollars from his will.
Now married to Pasquale Rotella, The 'Holly's World' star gives a sigh of relief by saying that she was done being afraid of people and she was no more loyal to her former boyfriend as she haven't talked to him in four years.