Jiah Khan's six-page 'suicide' letter allegedly addressed to boyfriend Suraj Pancholi has made some startling revelations about her turbulent relationship with him.
The letter was shared to the media by Jiah's mother through their publicists after her younger daughter found it in the wallet of the late actress.
In the letter, Jiah blames Suraj for torturing her everyday and betraying her trust.
"I don't know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I've already lost everything. If you're reading this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday," she wrote.
The late actress expressed her fear of getting pregnant and confessed that she aborted a baby that deeply hurt her.
"I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely the pain you have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can't eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything," she said.
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"The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply," reads the letter.
She also accused her boyfriend of not being serious about her relationship
"All you want in life is partying, your women and your selfish motives. All I wanted was you and my happiness you took both away from me. I spent money on you selflessly you would throw in my face," she wrote.
The actress also confessed that she is leaving the world with "broken dreams and empty promises.