British pop star Robbie Williams says he didn't "care" if he died at the height of his drug addiction.
The 39-year-old, who has a 14-month-old daughter Teddy with wife Ayda Field, had "given up" on life and so he didn't worry about what he was putting into his body, but says his outlook is now much more positive.
"I'd given up, which is the scariest thing. I just didn't care," contactmusic.com quoted Williams as saying.
"I don't think you are mentally sound when you are in the deepest depths of compulsion and addiction. You're not thinking with a sound head. But I just got into a place where I was like, 'It might be tonight and I don't care'. I care now. A lot," he added.