In an interview published today in the Italian edition of Vanity Fair, Francesca Pascale described two years of pain and jealousy as Berlusconi responded to the failure of his second marriage by throwing lavish parties for young women.
His relationship with a 17-year-old guest at the "bunga bunga" parties eventually got him convicted of paying for sex with a minor and pressuring public officials to cover it up. Both he and the woman deny having sex and an appeal is under way.
She nevertheless persisted and professed her love for him in 2009 while he was in a Milan hospital recovering from an attack during a political rally by an unstable man. By then they were close, but she said they never spent time in private together because he was still married and she wanted to respect his family.
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Pascale said she continued insisting, even while Berlusconi went through the "bunga bunga" phase after his marriage to Veronica Lario fell apart in 2009-2010. Lario divorced him, citing his infatuation with younger women.
"It was a period of diffidence, of disillusion, he was incapable of showing true love for a woman," Pascale was quoted as saying. "For him that emotion didn't exist anymore. And in his eyes, I was a dreamer. It wasn't an easy time for me. And I never went to those dinners, because I wouldn't have been able to control myself."
Pascale, however, has been a constant beside Berlusconi's side as he has gone through some of the most trying times of his life: Italy's high court in August upheld his tax fraud conviction and the Senate is considering whether to strip him of his Parliament seat as a result.
Pascale defends Berlusconi fiercely, both in his judicial woes and his reputation as a womanizer.