The 66-year-old "I Am Cait" star, who was known as Bruce Jenner before undergoing a gender reassignment last year, said she spent all her time "scared to death" her secret would be exposed, reported Female First.
"My whole life, I was scared to death that I was going to get caught, I would go out to a hotel and I would cross dress.
"I would walk around the hotel and I kept thinking, 'Why am I doing this? Is it because of the excitement of it? Is it because of the possibility of getting caught?' I was afraid of being outed in the media, it was scary," she said.