"For 13 years, I did not know for what Abu (father) was in Jail. When I used to visit him, I thought he might have killed someone due to personal rivalry or something like that as we see in popular crime shows like CID and Crime Patrol," Ghalib Guroo, who was just 10 months old when Parliament attack took place, told reporters at his Sopore home.
The boy, who will turn 15 next month, said he came to know from the media reports that his father was involved in the attack on the Parliament and was hanged for it on February 9, 2013.
"Whether true or not (charges against his father), it ignited a fire in my head. I thought if all those who carried out the attack were killed, how was my father alive? How can he be involved," he said.
Ghalib said later he understood that the charge against his father was about planning the attack.
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"If I had (access to) sedatives those days, I would have tried it," he said.
Ghalib credits his father for showing him the way to deal with adversity and confusion in life.
"My father used to tell me to pray ... That is what I do. It gives me satisfaction and peace," he added.
On his future plans, Ghalib said his mother, who has single handedly raised him, wants him to be a neurologist or a cardiologist but his father wanted him to be an Islamic scholar.
On December 13, 2001, five heavily-armed gunmen stormed the Parliament complex and opened indiscriminate fire, killing nine persons.