Now six years sober, the pop star opens up about the extent of his abuse issues in his new memoir, Facing the Music and Living to Talk About It, revealing that during the height of his problems, he took Ecstasy pills, cocaine and drank a large bottle of vodka a night, reported Contactmusic.
"I regret taking Ecstasy. The amount I did caused changes to my brain that are responsible for my bouts of depression now," the 33-year-old said.
"She fed my worst impulses as far as partying," he said.