Dealing with the loss of a parent dwarfs just about every other challenge in life, says India's top-ranked table tennis player G Sathiyan, who feels he is a stronger and hungrier person going into next month's Commonwealth Games after coping with the death of his father last year.
The 25-year-old, who shot to fame by becoming the second Indian to win an ITTF event -- the Belgium Open in 2016, is a strong medal hope in the Gold Coast Games starting April 4. He has also won a gold in the ITTF Challenge - Spanish Open last year in the men's singles category.
"I couldn't participate in Rio as I had to play one tournament but my father passed away at exactly the same time. Dealing with that has made me stronger mentally. I thought nothing can be more difficult than this," Sathiyan told PTI in an interview, recalling the trauma he went through when his father V Gnanasekaran passed away.
"It helped me face challenges and top players in crucial points and games. I improved, I was more hungry to succeed and started looking beyond not just being on the team but becoming a medal prospect," he said.
A gold-medallist at the Commonwealth Youth Games 10 years ago, Sathiyan is now aiming to strike gold at the senior edition.
"I am expecting nothing less than gold. We have a great team, I think it's the strongest team India has ever fielded in the Commonwealth Games for table tennis," he asserted.
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The 10-member Indian squad, to be guided by Italian coach Massimo Constantini, has six players in the top 100, with two of them in the top 50 and two just outside.
"It's a great a team and everyone is doing really well, the preparation has been excellent. If we play well and gel together the team gold is definitely possible," the Chennai-born paddler said.
After a disastrous campaign four years ago in the Glasgow edition where England got the better of India, Sathiyan is ready to avenge the defeat.
"England will be a challenge but Sharath (Kamal) and I have been playing very well together. We have defeated England twice last year in the World Championships and if we continue this form we can do it again, a gold in doubles is on the cards," a confident Sathiyan said.
"In singles, I will probably be seeded number two or three, in the top four, if I play consistently at the level I have in the past couple of months I have realistic chance of winning gold," he said.
With three golds in sight, Sathiyan is also hopeful of breaking the jinx by winning a maiden medal for India in the mixed-doubles event.
"Mixed doubles is a bit difficult, but the girls have also improved a lot. We hope to break that jinx this year and bring a medal there also."