In an email interaction with PTI, the gangrape survivor shared how she was trying to cope up after the ordeal which still haunts her eight months on.
The 25-year-old, who works as a teaching aide in US, claimed she was drugged by the accused for several days and it was only later she could recollect the details of the incident.
"Till date, I get panic attacks on occasions when the incident runs through my mind. I am trying to engage myself in my work and other activities," she said.
After she came to terms with the incident, the 25-year-old contacted an NGO that sent an email to Delhi Police on October 5.
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The victim has spoken to a female police officer a couple of times on phone along with her lawyer and answered some questions but says that she is not satisfied with the pace of investigation.
"I have been reading media reports and it seems that police did contact the main accused over phone. I am worried why the accused have not been arrested so far even though an FIR was registered on December 3.
"I did reply to some of their emails which they were slow to respond to. I fear that the accused might have destroyed any evidence," she claimed.
"I was left with horrible memories. I am not comfortable in going to India but I want to go there to join the investigation so that accused may be convicted," she stressed.
The victim said that she is trying to arrange financial assistance for coming to India and the US Embassy in Delhi and some NGOs in the US are helping her in this regard while her her family has been providing her the much-needed moral and emotional support.
"People did warn me and tried to convince me not to go to India for these reasons. I somehow convinced my family for this trip," she recalled.
After she landed in India, she didn't realise what happened to her as she was allegedly sedated by the accused who also made videos of the act and threatened her with dire consequences, the victim said.
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