It has been nucleus of my every situation: Vinta Nanda on allegations against Alok Nath

Writer-director Vinta Nanda, who has accused Alok Nath of raping and harassing her, says there was no tension in naming him but she did not realise that the incident, which has affected her for 20 years, would blow up on social media.

Nanda said she is yet to decide what her next course would be but her first instinct was to "protect" herself.

"It has been ages since I have held on to something that has affected me for 20 years. It has been the nucleus of my every situation. I lost my confidence as a writer and as a human being. It changed me fundamentally," she told PTI.

"I want someone who did that to me to be punished but I am not saying anything right now as I don't know what I am going to do next. I did not plan anything," she added.

When asked why did she not name Nath directly, Nanda said there was no fear but she was addressing a specific audience.

"It was my personal Facebook page and I was not expecting the situation to blow up. It was between me and my friends and relatives and everyone understands who is 'sanskari'. There were thousands of comments and an lot of people have asked me who is the person. There was no tension in naming him," she said.

When told that Nath, in a statement, had said that it was probably someone else, she asked, "Do you think he will admit?"
"I have not thought anything beyond this point. I was feeling guilty for holding back and telling others to talk. It was not thought or planned. I will see what to do next. Nothing has been decided. I will be exploring things, I want to protect myself."