She is hardly able to understand why the ladies from the village are trying to console her mother and why her mother has been crying endlessly for the past four days.
Today when the pyre of Lance Naik Kuldeep Raj was lit his relatives were trying to console his widow Gayatri Devi who had been waiting for his return to carry out some repair work at their ancestral house in the Burn village in Gharota area of Jammu.
She said that though the news of the martyrdom of her husband came as a rude shock to the family but still she feel proud to be the wife of a man who laid down his life while defending the honour and integrity of the country.
"I am honoured, indeed proud to be his wife. If I had a son I would have sent him to join the army as well, but I will motivate my daughter to follow the footsteps of her father," she said.