Tuned in to success

Playback singer Kailash Kher on his days of struggle, his music and his search for the perfect Mrs Kher.

Kailash Kher still gets unnerved every time he passes the Andheri railway station. "I lived here on the platform and one chaiwallah (tea-stall owner) in particular was a good friend of mine," he tells us.

As Kher's sleek, black Honda City zooms out of the posh Lokhandwala area, where he now resides, he says a silent prayer while crossing the railway station that he once referred to as his home.

"I had a few friends, some of whom were also involved in some way or the other in a few films. My name was recommended to musician Ram Sampat who was at that time looking for a different voice for a jingle for Nakshatra diamonds."

The jingle may not have given Kher instant recognition but fetched him Rs 5,000, which he needed desperately at that time "just to survive".

His life didn't change dramatically even after a few more jingles but he says, "At least I was moving in the right circles and visiting studios I couldn't have dreamt of stepping into without any reference or an industry godfather."

The sensational singer of "Allah ke bande" from the film Waisa Bhi Hota Hai - II "" the film was eventually declared a dud at the box office "" originally thought his big break would come from Shahrukh Khan's big production banner Dreamz Unlimited for the film Chalte Chalte.

"I thought I had arrived in the industry when the song "Tujh par gagan se" was offered to me by music director Aadesh Srivastava. But I was in for a rude shock when I finally got the cassette and heard the same song in Sukhwinder Singh's voice." Was it a setback? Kher admits it was, especially because he was still a struggler and had pinned his hopes on this one song.

"To be completely honest, I had forgotten about "Allah ke bande" because it was a small-budget film and I wasn't even sure of its release."

Thankfully, for both Kher and the rest of the country, "Allah ke bande" wasn't chopped mercilessly in the film and remained on the number one position for almost six months on different channels.

That was nearly two years ago and it was, according to Kher, the turning point of his career. "It was a miracle that a song from a small film that didn't even get good publicity initially was so well received," he says.

"The song was simple, raw, sung without any pretensions and I didn't imitate anyone else and just sang it in my own style."

Surprisingly, Kher initially received a lot of flak for his style of singing and admits he used to be underconfident about it. "My voice was considered raw and not the conventional 'hero kind of voice', because of which I got turned away from a lot of places," he says.

The boy who ran away from Meerut, his birth place, to Delhi in search of a guru was disappointed and learnt music from nearly 15 different teachers before his frustration took him to Mumbai. "This was nearly 10-12 years ago and I was turned out by almost everyone," says Kher.

Back in New Delhi, where his parents also shifted, Kher was asked to join a family friend's business of exporting sarees. "That didn't work out, and for nearly two years I was a frustrated man staring at my parents' blank faces. They had lost all hope," Kher recalls.

That's when he decided to take one final plunge in Mumbai's tinsel town. "I still wonder what I would have done if things had failed this time too," he says.

His critics, who once termed his voice as flawed and untrained, especially as it broke at a high pitch, have had to chew on their own words as music directors are now creating songs specially for Kher in films.

Ismail Darbar, the celebrated music director of films like Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam, Devdas and Kisna, says, "Kailash sings with complete sincerity and dedication. Music for him is devotion and that aspect reflects in his singing."

While A R Rahman calls him a "fragrance of rural Indian soil", Aamir Khan hugged him and told him, "Your voice alone is music for the ears."

His personal life is a daily grind of recording sessions, rehearsals with music directors, live shows and innumerable interviews, besides looking after a bank balance that continues to get bloated "" he charges Rs 50,000 per track "" and an appointment schedule that he maintains in his sleek Nokia 9500.

The in-demand singer is gearing up for a tour to the US with Jatin-Lalit, after which he will be away for three months on a world tour with A R Rahman in 22 countries. That apart, he's patiently waiting for his forthcoming releases like The Rising, Aamir Khan's film in which he even makes an appearance.

There is also Ram Gopal Varma's Sarkar, Suneel Darshan's film Apharan, the Amitabh Bachchan starrer Silsiley, Tanuja Chandra's Runaway based on the 1971 Indo-Pak war, and another flick titled Chocolate.

Kher says he is a busy man with no time for a love life. Nevertheless, the hunt is on for "a simple, sweet girl", as he wishes to tie the knot by early next year.

"I don't have the time to look around," he says, "aap dhundiye (you search) please." So, after I've wrapped up this assignment, I'm gearing up for a new task. It's titled, "The search for Mrs Kailash Kher".