In an exclusive clip from a new tell-all documentary, Tulisa has admitted that she considered ending her life after a newspaper sting operation.
The former X Factor star revealed that she was at the lowest ebb when she realized that she was to be charged with conspiracy to supply drugs and popped in 11 co-codamol, along with a bottle of vodka to end her life, the Mirror reported.
She added that she has battled depression in the past but she never felt it as strongly as the day she was accused by a journalist of brokering a deal through a friend to supply Class A drugs.
Tulisa, who has been given a clean-chit and cleared of all charges in the drug trial, also blamed a sex tape made of her that went public in the past, for losing confidence as an X Factor judge as she found it hard to face people again.