Nicole Kidman recently admitted that she feels "raw and shattered" after the death of her father Antony David Kidman in Singapore.
The 47-year-old star said that it was awful and it's been a pretty rocky road for her family since September, after her father died of heart attack, Stuff.co.nz reported.
With husband Keith Urban and daughters Sunday Rose and Faith in tow, the 'Grace of Monaco' actress came home to Sydney for the funeral at St Francis Xavier Church in Lavender Bay on September 19.
Kidman also mentioned she was on the same natural course as any other 47-year-old woman; weddings, divorces, loss of parents, birth of children; the only difference was that her life gets mapped out while others go through it privately.