Simon Cowell's former girlfriend Sinitta has revealed that he hasn't banned her from his life after she went into meltdown on Twitter recently.
The 49-year old British American singer, who had hinted that she has been forbidden from talking about terminating the 54-year-old music mogul's baby in the eighties, in public, has also begged the 'Syco' boss for a permanent position on 'The X Factor', Metro.co.uk reported.
It is believed that Cowell will return to the show next year to take the reins back off a departing Gary Barlow, and Sinitta has expressed her wish to become a full-time judge on the show.