Singer Gwen Stefani may be back to normal, but getting into a positive state was a tough task for her after divorce as it was not on cards.
Calling her split from Gavin Rossdale a "horrible, crazy explosion," the 46-year-old songtress said she faced trouble in writing music, reported People magazine.
"Everybody knows pretty much what happened to me. I got a divorce, which completely was not in the plan at all. I had to force myself to go to the studio because I really just wanted to be in bed crying and do what you do when you life falls apart and I didn't.
"I went to the studio and I was just convinced that I had to make something out of this," Stefani said.
The "Rich girl" hitmaker says after a rough year "things are clear for the first time in a long time and that feels really good.
